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I don't know what happened~ it just all appear so suddenly or i did know what happened just i didn't think it was a problem~ =( i cannot breathe i cannot think i cannot eat i cannot stop crying and it hurts me so badly that i wanna throw up every time i think about it..so tell me it was just a dream PLEASE~
I sound so silly begging but this is not what i wanted~ This has to be a joke and now i realize what's like to feel empty so please love~ don't do this to me. Don't you feel anything anymore? I keep asking myself was it me? i really didn't know why things turned out this way..
I can't let go.. i just can't..